I cannot say everything in this life is perfect. We are enwrapped in a clothing of suffering. This body travails to be relieved of uniformity. The thought of one man is another man’s interpretation, but the man will never truly express the depth of his perception to the listener.
Today I witnessed a movie called April Showers. This reminds me of a time in the sixth grade when I read a book called She Said Yes. These documentaries recall the events of the Columbine High School shooting, detailing the moments of death and the aftermath of survival.
One boy struggling from his girlfriends death asked, “If there were a God how could He let this happen?“ I’ll repeat, so the question may sink in, “If there were a God how could He let this happen?“
This is a question I struggled with many years, and I wish to address its secrets; wherefore, you also may understand the righteousness of our Lord. The key of our suffering is in ourselves. It is not our Father that pulls triggers or acts the blade, it is not His Nature.
One may ask, “why would He allow man to perform such acts?” These horrors of murder and torture are manifested by the free will of man.
“Why would The Creator endow us with free will if He knew we would be so terrible?” To understand why our Father created us with free will and placed us in this realm of duality, one must delve into the secrets of Enidvadew. These secrets are revealed to us through empty prayer. In the beginning was the Divine Consciousness. Lonely, the Spirit of Existence craved to be loved. The Potential of Conception was completed in perfect understanding of cherishment. A paragon of harmony was amidst the horizon, and The Designer of Existence began His Ultimate Craftsmanship. His Unperceivable Body breathed out the concept of creation according to His Perfect Logic and His Thoughts manifested into being. A beautiful existence was shaped according to His Will, and He made Life, individual consciousness endowed to exist only through the gift of Being. No Life was to manifest if it were not the Commander of Architecture’s Will. The Life was made knowing the Nature of God, worshipping their Creator, understanding the Light from which they were designed. The Spirit of Being was with them, and they were made to love the Lonely Father. The love was as the commandment brought forth, and it was perfect. The Father knew that His Creation was good according to His commandment, and that His commandment existed in His Creation. His Design was accordant with His Will. Yet, in His Heart of Hearts of Complete Perfection, He did not Will for His commandment to be His only Love. Rather, He cast Life in His Image, bestowing the effect of choice upon the Spirit of Life. Wherefore, Love was elevated to coexist, originating the essence of True Love: a completed yoke of happiness. With free will, Life led itself into a realm of duality, the Father promising a Righteous ending of the Trial of Love, setting His Judgment on a world renewed of tribulation. Life for lovers whom found truth in His Promise of Righteous Salvation.
The day of judgment draws nigh. Let us love the Lord our God with all our heart and all our soul and all our mind. Let us spread the love unto our neighbors. May we all understand that for love are we given free will; in order to choose to love our Creator. This love is complete love.
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them that are the called according to His purpose.